my boy was born prematurely at 3 pm utc+7 through caesar operation. his full name is muhammad daud (david) ishs. He already has a homepage containing his photo: 
http://daud.ishs.net
my wife is fine and currently staying at the clinic.
yesterday, i was initiated by shaykh nurjan mirahmadi into the naqshbandi haqqani tariqa (sufi order). by undergoing the bay’a (initiation) process, i take shaykh nazim adil and his deputy shaykh hisham kabbani and shaykh adnan kabbani as my shaikh. the bay’a took place at around 11 pm (utc+7) in taman ismail marzuki, jakarta, indonesia.
therefore, i’m no longer “floating around” murshid-less.